first postie?

[xlaceandbows]

Well, looks like I've finally found a place to share my thoughts and share my creations where they'll truly be appreciated; I write, enjoy makeup artistry, I design graphics, like crafts, I dabble in 'virtual decorating' *cough Sims cough* that I screen cap.. just miscellaneous stuffs I suppose. I needed a place like this. Somewhere to vent and speak my mind freely, and share things that won't be judged.
 

 

I've been in a creative and all around slump recently. I'm not sure why.. maybe it's because of an important decision I have to make, that I just can't. I'm indecisive by nature with everything, so that trait doesn't lend me much help. Plus I've got the weight of particular long-term friendships being jeopardy. I feel like life's one big circus, and unlucky me, I'm the main juggler. It throws me problem after problem, ball after ball, until I feel like they're all just going to drop— and take me with them. And the hardest part is, there isn't a person I can talk to about it. Either they won't understand, don't want to understand, have their own problems more important than my own, or think they're problems are more important than my own and lecture me. I mean, I could have had someone like there to understand, to listen. I was close to it. But I decided against it because it was a choice I was going to make out of pure desperation and loneliness, not genuine feelings, and those just aren't conditions I want to have a romantic relationship under. That's an entirely different story, though.

So maybe this place will be the home for those thoughts... it'll also be an outlet to show the world my creations and aspirations, and, hopefully, a garden for future blossoming friendships. :)
 

~ on a lighter note ~

I should be sleeping, but instead I should be dealing with my wardrobe (which I'm not doing, either): putting away most of my summer clothes (the weather here is still deciding on if it wants to be warm or chilly, unfortunately), and whipping out the fall/winter clothes. It cannot come fast enough, honestly. One reason being I have a fetish with guys in winter clothing. Strange? Yes. Do I care? Not at all. :3

I stopped by Rue21 today to prepare for winter. For some strange reason, the key object of winter—jeans—has just been the most neglected item of my closet, and with a nippy fall and cooold winter ahead, I don't really want that. So off I went! I picked up six pairs of jeans (on sale for buy one, get one half off!!!!!!!)—what I needed—and, being the impulse buyer I am (still trying to work on that....), I picked up a few things that weren't.. exactly necessary. But hey! At least the three out of four items I did not need to buy were all on sale for six bucks. :D

PAIR OF JEANS 001
PAIR OF JEANS 002
PAIR OF JEANS 003
PAIR OF JEANS 004

Dark indigo wash skinny. Rhinestone Gothic crosses on back pockets.
PAIR OF JEANS 005
Basic light wash low rise skinny.
PAIR OF JEANS 006
Basic black and white wash skinny.
MAXI DRESS
Black, silver, burgundy pattern.
SKIRT 001
Basic light wash skirt.
SKIRT 002
Basic dark indigo wash skirt.
& a black basic tank top. It's a necessity even if it is a tank top and fall is coming.
 

I TRIED to get these, but alas, no such luck with sizing. :( But I did manage to find a penny in the dressing room while trying on a couple of the pairs! Tail side up, went straight in my left pocket frantically after I managed to kick it before I could pick it up the first time. *shakes head*

All in all, I'm happy with my purchase. :) Okay okay. It's late and I'm tired. Tomorrow (er, later today) I'll post about what I did and what I managed to buy Friday, Saturday, and everything else in the past three months. Aha how sad it is that my life consists of shopping. Goodnight~